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03:01 p.m.
Thursday, April 5, 2007 jay chou


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12:37 a.m.
Wednesday, January 3, 2007 hello


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07:56 a.m.
Friday, March 3, 2006 wow, this morning i seriously was pissed off at mai sister. she be telling me to drive faster and all this shit so we won't get the long ass red light on Ebright... how is she gonna tell me how to drive?? ALIDSLFJSL... shut the hell up! then we were in the parking lot and i juss floored it cuz for one i was hella mad... and for another, i wanted to get a parking space and get outta the car far far away from HER!!! then she was like, "slow down, there's ice on the ground!" yeah.. i was kinna hoping that we would crash so i never had to deal wid her shiet ever again! i hate feeling like that, i dun want to feel like that, but i can't help it. i'm not suicidal. i'm not. i was fine and happy before she opened her big trap! i hate her voice. i hate her actions. i hate her presence. end of story.

Yesterday i came home and took a nap, cuz i got sick again... well i'm much better now. hopefully i'll recover real soon. ::crosses fingers:: but i took a nap and then at 4:30 i had to go meet Tuan at the library so he could help me wid Physics. well we were suppose to go to the Newark Library, but i sorta went to the UD one instead... LOL. he was sooo mad. "what the hell are you doing there for??" LOLOL... he had given me directions to how to get to the Newark Library, but i was kinna skeptical so i asked Jules, who said she knew and she helped me all the way there. well she misheard me and thought i said the UD library and not the Newark Library. so i followed her directions and hahah Sonia calls and interrupts us... "Celina, are you going to Cardio tonight??" uhhhhh.... "i'm going to UD rite now, so no." Physics is definitely more important than Cardio and plus i've been working out a lot, so i really dun need it. so i stopped at the Arena at UD and parked in the parking lot... since i dun go to UD and i'm a visitor, i'm actually not allowed to park there. Jules said she got a ticket for $25 but she never paid it cuz they can't track you down or anything esp. if you dun even go to University of DE. not yet anyway.. lol. Tuan said when i do attend there... they'd tow mai car away juss cuz i dint pay a ticket, LOL. well turns out, i dint even get a ticket!! hahha, i was expecting it cuz mai luck has been pretty good so far this week, so yeah, i was rite! i remember seeing a cop parked in the parking lot and he was freaking out scared and shit... lol, so funny!
T: shiet... how's that cop gonna park there like hiding??
me: soooo?? are you scared??
T: yeah!! i hate cops! he's prolly waiting to get you and give you a ticket. HAHHA.
me: LOL.... shuddap..
T: cops are mai greatest fear. they're the scariest thing in the world. they're scarier than the BIG MONSTER IN THE CLOSET!!!
AHHAHAHAHAHHAHA... omg... he's a big crazy!! oh and the whole tutoring me wid Physics... he kinda helped, but the whole time he was complaining about how stupid the problem was and how he forgot all of it and it was bringing back terrible, horrible memories... because he hates Physics... lol... well i juss figured since he majors in mechanical engineering, he would be good at it and actually like it, but i guess i was wrong. he did help me wid one problem though and i actually understood what he was talking about wid the torque thingy and the rod spinning and i realized the right hand rule was all wrong! he showed me the right way of doing it where ur thumb goes up and down rather than in and out, cuz in and out is sooo hard to remember whether it's positive or negative. so at least i learned something from him that's useful...


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01:51 p.m.
Sunday, October 16, 2005 i uploaded pics of mai car on xanga.


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02:56 p.m.
Tuesday, October 4, 2005 still in school... why?? cuz i volunteered to tutor people wid english or math problems. so why am i making an entry? cuz there's no one that needs help and i'm juss killing time until i get an hour in. yup... i'd rather be at home sleeping mai ass off cuz i really need it. today i've falling asleep in every one of mai classes. in english, one of the groups did their project and they turned out the lights for the overhead. i was knocked out!!! my eyes were sooo freaking heavy i couldn't open them no matter how hard i tried. every few seconds i would close and open them... i swear my eyes rolled into the back of mai head at one point. it was juss so boring...

and in physics i was always getting knocked out too. but that's quite normal since mai class has only 10 ppls in it and it's always so damn quiet in that class. haha... today we only had 7 ppls in it, i dint think it was possible for my class to get even smaller!! but it happened because of the Ren Fair field trip and the Jewish holiday... ugh.. i wanna go home now!


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01:04 p.m.
Sunday, October 2, 2005 River South (JJ Lin)
When it reaches here, the wind is sticky
Clinging to the nostalgia of passersby
When it reaches here, the rain winds to become thread
Winding around to connect us on this world

You by my side is affinity
Affinity is written on a lucky stone
One 10,000th of love is sweet
I'd rather be buried right here...

Circles, circles, circles, daily, yearly, daily
I look at your face deeply
A face with the tenderness of anger, the tenderness of complaint

We don't understand the torment of love and hate, favor and enmity
We had thought being in love was like gentle wind and rain
Believing that loving one day could hold up against eternity
Freezing this moment in time

We don't understand how to show tenderness
We had thought that dying for love was an archaic rumor
How painful is it to part from worries? How thick are those pains
When dreams are buried in the smoky rain of the river south
Only the heartbroken will understand